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post #32941 of 33096 (permalink) Old 09-22-2020, 08:57 AM
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Miserable....sick of dealing with other peopleís (talking about work colleagues here) incompetence, laziness and just overrall lack of concern. I used to care somewhat and be detail oriented and willing to help others. Now...I donít care at all, do the bare minimum required of me and I have only certain co-workers Iíd help out or look into things for. My company disgusts me and makes me even more sad and down about everything. I want change so bad it hurts...but it hurts more knowing I donít have the strength, support or mental state to do anything about it.
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post #32942 of 33096 (permalink) Old 09-22-2020, 11:50 AM
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Very relieved, for the past two weeks I was worried about my wife. She had an exam done a little over three weeks ago and her doctor was concerned as she has had a cyst on an ovary. Due to that, we went to the radiologist and she had a few scans taken, the doctor called a couple of days later even more concerned - she showed signs of a fatty liver and an enlarged kidney. There was talk that it could be cancer, and in the doctor's notes the kidney was noted for having a growth on it. The notes were apparently wrong though, thankfully. Last week she went back to the radiologist for more detailed scans, including some with contrast and we just found out now that everything looks fine..



Damn 2020 has been a stressful year. Thankfully everything is okay now, I think tonight I might have a bit of rum in celebration of her health.

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post #32943 of 33096 (permalink) Old 09-22-2020, 01:29 PM
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Thanks again I'm actually pretty heavy for my height, at 5'8 I currently weigh 235 lbs, to think I was 265 pounds just a short time ago. The lowest I have been in my adult life was 170 and even then I had a bit of a belly, the highest was 290 pounds when I was working at a call center and eating fast food every night. I think I would probably be healthiest at around 155 - 165 pounds, I could aim for being a bit heavier but have no interest in weight lifting or building up bulk. Most of my fat tends to go to my butt, belly, chest, and my hips so it is pretty easy to hide with a baggy shirt. The quarantine really did not help with the weight situation.



I've been walking a lot lately, well a lot for me. About 3-6 miles a day depending on my mood, it is nice to get out of the house and get some fresh air. I hope to break out of the 200 pound range in another three or four months, it has been a long time since I have seen under 200 pounds.
Sounds good mate - yeah I'm (sometimes) a bit of a walker too. I was only ever really into exercise when I was young - I could run back then and used to quite a bit. I was always skinny - good for long distance.

Not so skinny nowadays - a bit of middle age spread happening. (I like to pretend I'm still middle-aged) It can be hard to keep weight off the tummy area. For some reason I'm much better at exercising when I'm up in Bali - get up early and go down to the beach for a long walk. I really miss doing that - will be a while before we can get back there.
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pretty ****ing amazing. had been a while since I did my yoga + exercise + meditation. feels so relaxed.

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Tired. Bored. Had a rough week. Notice how indecisive and reluctant I am to take actions that may tie me into one choice. Very scared of making the 'wrong' decision. But no decision is still a decision.

Also, frustrated with how black and white certain movements can be. If you agree with 99% of something and take issue with 1thing, some will bite your head off. What happened to encouraging discussion and thinking for oneself. These days fall in line and agree with everything or else you're on the outside.

Also feel validated. I was 100% right abt the overpricing. To date it's been lowered more than $5.5k. Knock off another $1.5k and it'll actually be appropriately priced. Sometimes I told you so does feel good. Mostly when they were kinda smug and insistent to begin with.
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Feeling much better than last week, I can actually move around now
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Feeling much better than last week, I can actually move around now
This is great news Hope it stays that way.

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Feeling much better than last week, I can actually move around now
Glad to hear you're better mate - you didn't fall of that bike did you?
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Glad to hear you're better mate - you didn't fall of that bike did you?
Thank you both

No I didn't fall off my bike, I had a very bad abdominal strain (my muscles tore), I went into the ER because we all thought I had a hernia, which runs in our family. I could not walk or move well because it was that painful.
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No I didn't fall off my bike, I had a very bad abdominal strain (my muscles tore), I went into the ER because we all thought I had a hernia, which runs in our family. I could not walk or move well because it was that painful.
Jee, that would hurt. Glad you're okay now mate - take care over there.
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Jee, that would hurt. Glad you're okay now mate - take care over there.
Thanks harrison, I hope your doing well over on your end, lockdown should be getting close to over now?
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Thanks harrison, I hope your doing well over on your end, lockdown should be getting close to over now?
Yes numbers are coming right down now mate - only 12 new cases I think today, so heading in the right direction.

Hopefully soon they'll get down to under 5 and we can get out a bit more. Will be great.
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Some old man knocked on my car door while I was reading and asked if I'm okay. I said yea then he noticed me reading and said a lot of young people are always on their phones and seemed impressed that I waa reading. I'm not sure if he asked me if I was alright cause it was just that weird to him to see a younger person reading or if it's because he thought something was actually. wrong. I guess it's a compliment. It made my day extra better.


Although, I don't understand the hate that phones get so much cause plenty of people play videogames and no one usually says anything bad about games. I use my phone a good bit but also don't at the same time. Some days I use it for like 3 hours and I dont mind it. It's relaxing.
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Like I need to be sedated. Thank God I've got some Valium.
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