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post #30001 of 30267 (permalink) Old 11-17-2019, 12:49 AM
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Haha - fantastic mate.

Looks like she gave him a bit of a spanking just to see him on his way.
After that.
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post #30002 of 30267 (permalink) Old 11-17-2019, 02:34 AM
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Not great. Battling depression is exhausting and its won for the better part of this week and somewhat a couple weeks before. I'm trying to fight through just to at least keep up my visits to the gym and even that's a bit of a losing battle. Desperately want to continue reading my books or playing my video games but I just don't have any urge to follow through. I've tried and I want to get into them but there's no.......desire to do it.

Unfortunately my anxiety has risen up a bit too. Had a couple problems with some teens screwing with my brother's and my property. We caught them and really chewed em out, (one of those a-holes looked like he was ready to cry, I think later his mom was yelling at him/them for screwing around) and its been a couple weeks since so I figured they got the message not to **** with us but the thought of people messing with our stuff really sets me off into these paranoid, anger filled catastrophic thinking episodes.

To add to that anxiety, I've managed to develop a bit of a crush on someone at work. I don't intend to act on it (probably not appropriate since she's a co-worker) but I do daydream about "What if....." somewhat often. I think maybe I just want to spend time with someone in general but the idea of asking anyone for that is gut wrenching.

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Incredible anxiety - just starts before I even get out of bed sometimes and is still there when I get up.
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Incredible anxiety - just starts before I even get out of bed sometimes and is still there when I get up.
Sorry to hear that mate.

I find I feel that way after not enough sleep.
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Still feeling tired, lonely and been crying.
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I don't feel like I participate in/enjoy life. I feel disengaged, tired, and depressed and I'm kind of wondering why I keep doing this. Just kind of want to cut myself off from everything and give up trying to persist. I'm always on a standstill wondering how other people do and feel the things they do while I can't, and in every way feel mentally, emotionally, socially stuck. All the while I'm trying to be a part of peoples lives, but I don't feel like I have a place with my friends or family. I'm just there.

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post #30011 of 30267 (permalink) Old 11-19-2019, 12:01 AM
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Still feeling tired, lonely and been crying.
Hope you're feeling a bit better now mate.

I had a rough day. The anxiety this morning turned into raging mania - I had to go and have my blood test this morning and so I was pretty crazy in the pathology place - she's a nice girl there though and she said it was okay. Calmed down now. I made an appointment to see a psychologist this Friday for an initial appointment - it's a big place with lots of psychologists, they assess you and see who'd be most suitable.

I think I'll get a new psych too and maybe get on new meds if I can. Not good getting around the city like I was today. Need to try and get a bit more stability in my life.
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Hope you're feeling a bit better now mate.

I had a rough day. The anxiety this morning turned into raging mania - I had to go and have my blood test this morning and so I was pretty crazy in the pathology place - she's a nice girl there though and she said it was okay. Calmed down now. I made an appointment to see a psychologist this Friday for an initial appointment - it's a big place with lots of psychologists, they assess you and see who'd be most suitable.

I think I'll get a new psych too and maybe get on new meds if I can. Not good getting around the city like I was today. Need to try and get a bit more stability in my life.
After some sleep I am feeling better, thanks mate.

Sorry to hear about that rough day mate.

I hope new medication works mate.
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Pretty warm - think it's going to be about 40 today. Plus I think I'm getting a migraine.
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Pretty warm - think it's going to be about 40 today. Plus I think I'm getting a migraine.
Damn that is hot. Hope we don't get that.

Sorry to hear about the migraine.

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Pretty good. I'm feeling hopeful at the moment. I hope it lasts.

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Its a message of compassion.
In this world that is spinning madly out of control,
we have to realize that were all related.
We have to try to live harmoniously."
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Tired.

Going to be pretty damn busy socializing for the rest of the year, starting tomorrow. Bring it on!
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I told the A.I Machines that I'm subconsciously not human thoughts of the observers intention. My feelings never made any entrance to human existence, because the emotions that already existed in humanity is designed into a program clock. An interval of genetic emotional feeds that are generated accordingly to human lack of communication and concentration.

Multi-Agent Quantum AI Computers managing humanity 24/7 using Quantum Cryptography Satellites to run a thought interval to generate cryptographic keys to refresh key information into thoughts to channel the communication 24/7.

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The real creator gave the programmers restricted technologies.
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