Too much "you can't"
from any bewildering array of scrambled, compounded aspects, worldwide... if.. one hair out of place?
OK, not threats from parents when they were alive, or brother, still alive
but whole world of friends to stomp on one. one internal brain trauma effect via phone, rude hangup only, 4 months in hospital, nothing physical, 3 episodes with many years between life. temporal lobe damage. no operation. only extended rehab.
each discharge, licence submitted. 1 year, outpatients clinic: no more effect, so licence refurbished. never any driving faults, ever. law: all rights! licence only ever revoked IF any driving misdemeanor (other party) if reason was brain, as intoxicated.. no loss of rights! cruel any saying/thinking.. he ever had..a.. ahh.. little thing.. can never do again.. should not, can't, don't! grilled by paper forms. √ any type of rehab? date. any more? dates. last time, 2011. any whole year, no events, clear. fresh licence granted to last 5 years. by phone is only destructive force. still comfy to renew in 5 years. Foreboding onslaught negative.. same as employment.. anytime.. attack/assault to soul.. people decide YOU CAN'T! any time? cuz... ahh in the past.. so accuse.. you can't have or do ever again. Evil roots of such false, generic judgement! each day goes by.. much face eviction? further loss on all fronts!