Oh wow, I am in a similar situation with you. I remember first year college back in 2014 Fall and I randomly chose Sociology because my parents wanted me to go to college and just do something. It wasn't that I hated Socio but I would procrastinate a lot because for one of the classes we had to write like 3 essays. I was like NOOOPE, thats too much. I was also addicted to online gaming back then and honestly still is now.. so that made me skip classes and not do any assignments. I failed the first semester, was on academic probation and I didn't even know about it cause I didn't bother looking at my transcript after finals was done. Second semester same thing happened, and the next thing you know I was suspended. Yeah the main problem with me is also studying.. I hate studying, I rather play online games than study, thats my addiction problem right there. I know its 2019 now and I'm still not interested in college, all my classmates from high school are probably working full time office jobs but not me, I still act like a 16 year old teen always on youtube, netflix and my laptop..
I'm a silhouette chasing rainbows on my own
But the more I try to move on, the more I feel alone
So I watch the summer stars to lead me home