Join Date: Aug 2013
Language: American English, some Spanish
Not really sure if this whole 'situation' is partially to blame. But I haven't been feeling too well these past few nights. One being that I really do want to go to graduate school this fall and that it'd be in person. It's still up in the air on that. As selfish as this is, part of me wants for it to open so that I can do some of my own research under my field, or else it's not worth it. I know realistically speaking that we still have ways to go with precautions, and some news outlets had shown some good examples as to why we are where we are and why we cannot.
Second being that I do have some things I would like to do at least once in my life. I never knew what it's like to live. I want to get out of that comfort zone, which I nearly did, but then...this happens. I would like to travel, namely Ireland being the first on that list. I felt it when everything started and it's starting to do so again... With the way things have been personally and overall with the unpredictability, it may not happen.
I feel like the walls are slowly caving in. It truly does feel lonely. Every disappointment that goes on due to hinderances, and this is barely the start of my sorrows. It really is so lonely...
Sorry if I'm not making sense. I cannot be bothered to correct any errors at this time. I just...want out.