There doesn't have to be a point to anything, and that is actually kind of comforting. The entirety of the universe may be pointless, there may be no meaning, and I'm fine with that.
I remember feeling the same way you do, and it really bothered me a lot. I think ultimately, it came down to the conditioning from my family and society. I was lead to think there needs to be meaning, and a point to it all. At the time, it was with God, and eventually much like yourself, I lost that faith and then placed it in other humans. Eventually, I too lost faith in humanity. It was uncomfortable, but I learned to accept the uncertainty, the prospect of everything being pointless and without meaning.
Ultimately, what if everything is without meaning, without purpose? Does it really matter? Do we need meaning, and purpose in order to enjoy life? I know that I don't need there to be some meaning woven into the fabric of reality, in order to be able to enjoy myself.
Without meaning and purpose, you are in a way liberated from a view that a lot of us were raised with. If there is no meaning, no purpose, then you are free to live your life as you wish within the confines of society.
I can't quite force my own views into your head. But honestly, sit back and think about it.. what if there is no meaning, is it so horrible? What is horrible about it?
As a side note, I can play video games all day, and no cosmic force is going to seek to punish me for it