I don't know, really. Get better at squash, may be. Be an awesome guitar player that I have always dreamed of. Oh! having to work a normal job would do fine for me too, since I ain't astute enough to hit something big. I don't know how would I ever be able to take care of my mom and dad when it happens to come down to that point, seriously I still have to figure that out too. Marriage is so not my thing, and I would never want to abuse any girl's heart by forcing her to stuck up with a no-life sado freak like me. I hope I die of old age, and that too before my folks, I guess. I know the last one is kind of abstract, but they are pretty awesome people.
Hey, what if anyone of you ever gets to run into a time machine? I so want to go to the past and give myself a hug for staying strong enough all these years. :3