Only The Good Die Young:
I trully believe that there is 2 sets of people on this planet, us meaning me losers. We don't have anything good that life offers and us losers people like me was also born with ugly faces and ugly bodies and mental illness, short changed in the mans department and that alone bothers me alot because i am not a total man. Then you got the people that god likes alot, they were given all of the good things that life has to offer. They can be models because they have good looking bodies, terrific smiles, no mental illness, muscles, body hair in the right places, was born with a over grown organ that almost wants to burst out of a guys pants and that is normal because all of the good guys have that, they are smart, good paying jobs, nice houses, popular with others, can make friends easily,and sounds to me that you are in that catagory with the good people the ones god likes and wants you to succeed in life.He will be there every inch of the way with you. He will help you every inch of the time you are on this planet. If you ask god for something he will give it to you. Losers like me and others god does not want to waste his time with us.Losers like myself are freaks of nature. With every good thing in life there is a bad thing, with every negative there is a positive, there are losers then there are the winners of life and that is you my friend. You are so very lucky to have god on your side. God has hated me since i started kindergarden and the present. Every day is a struggle for me.At night when i shut off the lights and get in bed after i take a small handful of my medication i think about the past all the time. I bet you have good parents to. I can't sleep at night because of me thinking about that there was a mistake when i was born. I had a sick family with incest and every member of my family have mental illness.My parents hated me, my stinky smelly nazi father always beat me with his fists. He poisoned my relatives,our tennants,our customers,my mom and a small handful of his friends he told everyone sick rumours and lies about me that was never true. I often thought about buying a handheld gun, don't worry losers will get killed another way like getting hit by a car/truck, natural causes. Anyway i want to say good luck to you my friend you will have a good life ahead of you.
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