awake at midnight
Join Date: Feb 2010
Location: Where four sushi bars meet on a corner
Also, when you have everything "sorted" in your life, what are you going to do then? Enjoy it? Yeah, well, okay then. Enjoy the good things in your life now so you get in some practice for enjoying the other good stuff you're gonna create. But don't defer your happiness or good feelings. You don't always need a reason to have them.
I have this problem of waiting until I get things sorted so I can then enjoy life. Meanwhile, life passes me by.
It is hard to be happy when I am so out of sync with my cohort, since I feel a need to "catch up" even if that doesn't make me happy, just so I can relate to them. Its hard to be happy when I am not getting what I want from life and don't know how to get it (or don't like what it takes to do it).
Awakened at midnight
by the sound of the water jar
cracking from the ice
-- Basho (Hamill)
"People see me / I'm a challenge / to your balance" -- Wonder, Natalie Merchant