Unfortunately (or fortunately?), I still work so i have some freedoms left untouched. It has perhaps pushed me to appreciate the few freedoms I took advantage of before covid. I think I'll be pushed to start new hobbies soon and to deal with not having any family around. To carve out a little niche for myself in this strange house where 90% of the space and belongings are not mine.
It was really rough in the beginning. Overwhelming in fact. However, it stripped down what was most valuable to me. It's like being, I guess, a person whose friends died one by one. Really isolating. Well, that is discouraging but I'm tempted to pick up the violin as a hobby and put my money into lessons which not every teacher has the chance to teach.. i guess that's my contribution to society.