Join Date: Jul 2018
Language: Spanish, English, German
I used to hate seeing myself in photos or videos and I do not want to see any footage of me before 2012. I hope it's all been erased. I still don't like pictures unless I'm the one taking them, and I cringe when I see myself on video. I look too much like my dad and grandpa in pictures but not in the mirror, and I can't help but think about them when I see myself. I don't think I'll ever get over it even if I improve my appearance as best I can. I'm also very nervous in the gym showers. I haven't been bullied for my appearance since high school. It sucks and no amount of compliments or attention from other people seem to fix it.