Well, I'm of no value to anyone, little more than a disease vector, a carbon footprint, a danger to women and children, a public eyesore, and a threat to civilization. My life is unrelentingly painful and most people would rather I not exist, even though they won't come right out and say it. But they also won't let me die with dignity because they have ideological objections to the only rational response for a person in my circumstances, and I can't find a way to do it without traumatizing someone. So yeah, times are tough, lol.