I'm sad because I want my twin flame to reach out to me. Realising he most likely won't.
I'm also sad that my cat died. And I'm sad that now lockdown is soon to be over I have to resume things that I don't want to resume like looking for jobs and being apart of society. What about you?
Well I was feeling numb/tired, and then I was going to post some variant of this song 'just killing time' but this version is finally back on YT also a bunch of their other tracks from that album, so I guess I'm not sad. I mean I could also listen to it on PC but I haven't for years.
I like this album because it reminds me of the last time I felt briefly motivated. I'm guess I'm sad because I still haven't replaced my headphones lol, and it sounds trash on my PC speakers compared to those.
Sad about how I want to help people with their mental struggles but because of so much negativity in them, they refused to be helped. Because they have such a victim identity mindset, they will mistake my helping as actually attacking them.
But then I think about why should I feel sad if giving them help and they refused? this is like giving but expecting a return, but that's bad. Instead, I should be giving without expecting a return. That's true power and not forced.
Been thinking the past week about how more than likely my mother will probably. be gone in 20 years or less. Sometimes I wish she was several years younger when she had me. Then I could see her for longer.
Can't get a penny of federal pandemic unemployment money because of Florida republican governor and legislature.
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