Confident when alone
When I'm alone I often like to imagine having conversations with people or saying and doing s*** I would never have the courage or even the ability to in real life. I'm so fluent and witty and confident when I'm conversing with people in my head but then when talking to these people in real life all that disappears. I stammer, stutter, trip over my own words, can't articulate, end up in a dead end pointless conversation that doesn't play out like it does in my head. Why can't social interaction be so easy and not as difficult as pushing a car up a hill.