Join Date: Feb 2020
Location: Drifting somewhere in the Oort Cloud
For clarity, all that you want/don't want in life is addressable by you understanding your mind and the thoughts you choose to give attention to and especially, your ego (aka self-image).
Here are a few things that have helped me.
I am unable to send PM's or post links, so posting the youtube search terms here.
Noah Elkrief Social Anxiety
Noah Elkrief What is happiness &
Noah Elkrief How To Be Happy In Life & Why You Aren't Already Happy
Sadhguru How Can the Mind Be Quiet?
Noah Elkrief How To Live In The Moment - The Fundamentals
What is Mindfulness? Simple answers, profound meaning.
If you want to address something else, let me know.
Happy to chat too.