Every ****ing morning. Mood 2 or 3 out of 10. Moclobemide + caffeine seem to act as a stimulant and my mood boosts up to 7 or 8 by the evening, and then i crash.
Social contact is also a driver for positive mood for me, its ridiculous. When I feel alone and abandoned, my loneliness just skyrockets and I feel totally horrible.
I went to my "friends" last night, and tbh, I just hated it. They aren't my kind of people. And I was getting weird "vibes" from them, tbh. I am very good at picking up irregularities on body language, though I am unable to attribute meaning.
Last two weeks. This isn't normal. Every low point is when I wake up.
Relating to this. It's like we need socializing to feel good but it's hard to socialize properly when you have SA.
Do you mind me asking what app that pic is from?