Every ****ing morning. Mood 2 or 3 out of 10. Moclobemide + caffeine seem to act as a stimulant and my mood boosts up to 7 or 8 by the evening, and then i crash.
Social contact is also a driver for positive mood for me, its ridiculous. When I feel alone and abandoned, my loneliness just skyrockets and I feel totally horrible.
I went to my "friends" last night, and tbh, I just hated it. They aren't my kind of people. And I was getting weird "vibes" from them, tbh. I am very good at picking up irregularities on body language, though I am unable to attribute meaning.
Last two weeks. This isn't normal. Every low point is when I wake up.