I am so sorry for your loss. Grief occurs in different ways with different circumstances. No two instances of grief are alike. Take as much time as you need. You are likely still in shock so it will feel like you are disconnected, too.
I lost my father to a heart attack (it was sudden - he left for work in the morning and never came home) toward the end of January 2007. I was on autopilot until about two weeks before his birthday (mid-March) when I looked through my baby pictures. That's when it finally hit me that he was gone.
You are a success story waiting to happen!
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