Ah, is that graphic design which you have already started studying. Could you find somewhere that you could study and work at the same time? Do you just draw or do sculptures etc... could you make practical things or design things that are practical (I don't know, fabrics, wall paper, furniture), find new uses for old things, create art out of old things. I guess it doesn't have to be all drawing and studying.
"Sometimes I wish I wasn't as conscious as I am. It would be so much easier."