My father passed away unexpectedly in an accident back in 2010, I was 16 at the time. I spent the next couple years after that just dealing with the aftershock. It would have been nice to have him here today, giving us advice, helping with stuff, He has missed a lot these past years. If he had still been here, I probably would have turned out totally different. However life if life, things happen, you don't know what will happen tomorrow or if you'll be around next week or even 10 minutes from now. This is how things played out in my life but instead of sulking in and wondering back what could have been, I should be focusing on how to make the best of now and the future. Appreciate who you have now because you never know if you'll see someone again.