Today is father's day. I haven't talked to my dad for almost a year now. I should call or message him today but I really don't want to. I don't want to see or talk to him ever again.
The only reasons I could think of that I should:
-guilt and anxiety about it. (Esp with my step sister. I feel awkward talking to her about it)
-he left all his stuff to me in his will and he has probably less than 10 years left. (****ed up to say but it's one of the only pros I can think of)
But that's about it. I hate talking to him or spending time with him. I always dreaded any occasion like my birthday or the end of August because it always meant I had to see him.