I am incapable of making any friends
I'm a freshman in college, had an abusive past (was abused) and it eventually made me an extremely introverted, socially anxious, paranoid with a load of trust issues person...
I started the year with that stupid mindset of 'since it's a new year and a new place my social anxiety will hopefully magically go away' needless to say it didn't.
I spent the whole year alone, I have no contact with any of my classmates nor did I join any clubs or activities, when my family asks me how my 'friends' are I always lie.
So, yeah I'm frustrated I guess.