Some of the best years of my life were those when I was heavily medicated (albeit, with illegal drugs).
It's nice to just not care about anything except getting high. It's a very simple existence. But eventually, the drugs don't make you feel good anymore and you have to face reality. That's when things get rough.
but there are an incredible amount of different substances available. you could focus on one or 2 drugs at a time, and start using a new one whenever the tolerance is completely built up. you'll have stuff to do your entire life lol.
the demon is the healer