If anything, it makes me depressed. Been unemployed for 9 months now. I've been applying non-stop. I'm planning to attend another job-fair soon.
I don't get what I'm doing wrong. I'm not made of money. I can't just keep dishing out for stuff companies want me to have.
“Though I have always made it my practice to be pleasant to everybody, I have not once actually experienced friendship. I have only the most painful recollections of my various acquaintances ...
― Osamu Dazai, No Longer Human