Depression.... always waiting
I am always waiting for the day to be over as if I am waiting for something to happen that isn't going to happen. I always just want to go to bed and have the day be over. It's so sad to live this way, and I don't know how to fix it. During the day I feel like crying sometimes and am agitated and just wish the days felt shorter. I have no motivation for my schoolwork and just want to sleep. I wish I did not feel this way. I want to enjoy my life, but just feel so agitated and annoyed by everything. I would feel better if there was something to look forward to, like if I was counting down towards something as the days passed by, but I am just waiting for the days to end, just for them to be over.
Anyone feel similar?
If you think this is the end, then its not the end