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post #4 of (permalink) Old 02-14-2019, 02:41 PM
Dying note
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Join Date: Mar 2009
Location: Cincinnati, OH
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Age: 30
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My current stage is more apathetic but for a handful of projects I keep telling myself that if I died tomorrow I'd hate to have them Really though, I've been prone to depressive episodes forever. Right now I'm doing okay except isolation has always been a problem--feeling cut off from others even when they're surrounding me. When it gets in my head that I don't matter, I can look around and that's all the proof I need convincing me it's true. And then the reality of not having real friends or close family to share with. It's not easy staying "okay" and fine once I finally get to that point.
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