Join Date: Jan 2019
Location: Also a secret
Language: English, Dutch, French, German
I've been trying to figure out myself if I'm depressed or not. I suffer from SA of that I'm sure and I should be depressed given my social/economical/professional state but I don't think I am.
I often feel bad and useless but there's days I'm feeling good. I still enjoy music/film a lot. I can still laugh. I still love my football matches on the telly. But at the same time I noticed almost all of the traits you summed up in your post.
It's probably as long as I don't try anything I can't fail which is keeping me of depression or perhaps I'm deluded. So I really don't know...