So, the aforementioned friend, the one who I told I had a wet dream about her, I think she got what I was trying to say because lately she has been telling my that "I love that we're best friends" and that kind of thing. I have to assume that friendship is all that she wants, and, to be honest, I'm okay with that. I don't want to do anything that could jeopardize our friendship. But now I'm once again, just a friend, with yet another woman.
All I want is to love and be loved in return. To have a romantic partner, to experience all the things that lovers do. I finally broke down and joined a an online dating service, a free one this time, maybe it will help, I don't know.
My friend has found her current boyfriend on online dating site, and they are still together after two years.