I feel the same way. Homeschooled my whole childhood, was anxious for the 2 years that i went to public school, and was pulled/dropped out of school 4 years ago and havent been working or studyig since. I feel like i missed out on the chance to develop a personality almost all of my life. And since i missed out on so much, i am too different to everyone, i cant even relate to people here. I have very strict, overprotective parents who screwed up my life. My school record is a mess and i am light years behind everyone else in life. I'm just waiting to get a job, and if things dont change much when i do, then i'll become an alcoholic when my first paycheck arrives. **** trying to fix something that cant ever be fixed lol.