Right now, I'm at stage one, where I don't trust myself, well, but others. I can't believe others are willing to help me watch my back when I face rejection by my family, and I really want to trust in such support. I haven't reached anger, but I'm trying to get there. To "forgive" is to say I was a doormat, and deserved, nay, deserve--contempt, and I daresay, I do not. Just watch my back.
I have problems with trust too. What do you think is the cause? I suppose there is a reason having to do with betrayed trust, but maybe I was a baby when that happened.
I guess there's no way to figure out what caused it, so there's no way to fix it.
Anything worth doing is worth overdoing.