Hey! Thanks for your answer. Believe me! I try to be proud of at least jogging. If it wasn't for this kind of exercise, I would be already insane. The staring at the walls or ceiling part is what I could relate the most. How often do you do it? Lol... I have done it many times because I don't know what else to do with my life. I am such a daydreamer while in college, that I don't feel the need to have anybody but at the same time when I get home I just regret not having talked to anybody. Even worse is that I don't speak very good English, so that makes any small talk really complicated. I am so sorry that you feel like that! The good thing is that I am not alone on this community. I thank you very much again for taking the time to reply to my thread. I hope you have a great day!