Oh **** and the memory things to, I read something, takes me longer than it should to read it, focusing too much on the little details, and by the time I'm done I feel like so much time has gone by and have accomplished so little it is very frustrating. Retention is another thing, I worry I've forgotten the first part of what I've read in a sessions by the time I've come to the last part. And that's barely any time at all. Then when I come to move on in the reading at another session, I'll end up spending half the time reading the previous one bc I feel I've forgotten most all of it.
This is what makes studying hell for me. I manage to do well enough on the test, but the time and stress that it costs me does not feel worth it at all.