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  • · Nefelibata
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    You don't get on here anymore lol, but I wanted to leave this here just in case you log in sometime ;)...
    Thank you for being you, and thank you for being mine ^_^ :heart... I love you
    Sem 0:)

    · Nefelibata
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    Ah... but no one notices until it's too late. >:)
    *nudges your figurative finger a bit to the right of the map and then downwards* Close, but no cigar... try right next door :) Not that I have anything against Italian mountains and the like, I'm sure they're a marvel to behold. :b
    I hope your day was nice(ish?), incidentally. Don't feel pressed to write back immediately or anything. Now on to find a way to prevent Miko and my dog from attacking each other... it'll be a long night. [Cowering in dread]

    P.S. I seem to have flooded your profile page. Where do I redeem my pestering points? :p

    · Nefelibata
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    :cry Come back, don't leave me with him! *I glance down to see Miko purring at me, swishing his tail against my ankle.* ...Whuh? What was I saying? *eyes glaze over*
    Heh, well yeah... they still technically live here y'know... :P Lousiest roommates ever, but can't exactly kick them out in a snap. -.- Just figured, if it's gonna be like this I'd sign a peace treaty with them at least. Loads of dragons* around in need of slaying and you can't really do that while also fighting a battle in your own head. I guess, the bravest of us somehow manage to do both, but I've always had a propensity for reconcilement.
    *Come to think of it, a somewhat unfortunate example perhaps; may my draconic brethren forgive me. [IMG]

    · Nefelibata
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    Certainly! Thanks for indulging my mini roleplay session :D Are you implying I'm trying too hard? ;) Nah, this is mostly how I am when relaxed I guess. Occasionally Papa Depression gathers his family Mama Anxiety and their twin offspring stress and self-consciousness to go on vacation and this is the end result. :p
    Sucks that the air in your city is on the unclean side btw. At least you have plenty of mountains around in case you need to replenish oxygen :)

    · Nefelibata
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    ....Waaaiit, he wouldn't happen to be one of those cats that keep you around long enough for you to drop your guard only to absorb your soul afterwards to retain their youthfulness? >.> *a thought bubble pops into existence above my head, displaying that cat in a basement in Honnleath* But no, you wouldn't be the kind of person to do that... right? :| It's always the unassuming ones, I tell you.
    [on isolated manor] *raises hands in a placating motion* No, no! Erm..that probably came out wrong ^^". Maybe it was once bristling with other denizens but something happened to them and the proprietor was left alone? GAH! That sounds even worse! *clutches hair in frustration*. I think I'll stop trying to imitate Drosselmeyer now. :p
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    · Nefelibata
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    Another melody begins to fill the room then, its relaxing tune conveying hopefulness. It unearths recollections of pensive Sundays and warm summers. The writing on the wall reveals its title: Ora, which translates to 'time' or 'hour' in my native language. Interesting coincidence. The sound seems to be hailing from somewhere upstairs, a music room perhaps?
    I can't help but wonder if the owner is located elsewhere in the vicinity, and the cat is just the messenger. Gifted virtuoso, mad genius, reclusive writer--dozens of possibilities regarding his identity flash through my mind. And more importantly, how long has he been residing in this isolated manor?

    · Nefelibata
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    Well now, that's an... entirely unexpected turn of events for sure. :p Is it my imagination, or is the room's prevailing playful vibe contagious?
    I drop down on my haunches to the newly corporealized creature's level, elbows resting on bent knees. "Hello there, Mr. Cat. I'm afurraid I don't have any yarn for you." What the hell, did I just make a cat pun when I wasn't even meaning to? What's wrong with me?? Or a better question would be, is this place somehow affecting my speech?
    At the mention of the nonexistent yarn, I briefly catch a glimmer of something (Disapproval? Petulance?) in the feline's piercing green eyes, but it disappears before I can discern what it is. I cough somewhat awkwardly, "Anyhow, I believe introductions are in order-I'm Lohi, nice to meet you. Do you have a name? I'd give you a pawshake, but that would just be weird." My gaze roams around the area curiously, "Are you here to show me the secrets of this place?"

    · Nefelibata
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    *whistle* Dang, what sort of strings do I have to pull around here to get an intricate profile upgrade like that >_> *looks down at self* Kindly excuse my being so underdressed, donning a slightly more suitable attire had regrettably eluded my notice. :bah
    About the green, maybe the years of bred bitterness and contempt towards humanity's more disappointing aspects have molded you into the Grinch's long-lost cousin? :P
    A beeping device vibrates in my pocket--as I pull it out a robotic female voice announces: "Warning, substance level of conversation contribution registered at a critical low. The recommended percentage required for continuation is 50% or higher."
    Blast, those meddling AIs. I wonder if I can temporarily appease it by presenting a symbolic offering as a token of good faith :)

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jsbro4E6r18

    · Nefelibata
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    About regretting some of your decisions as a mod, I'm finding it hard to believe how could anyone possibly be perfect all the time, but I understand why someone with high conscientiousness (which I'm presuming you are in possession of, otherwise you simply wouldn't have mentioned that :p) would fret over the fact their 'performance' didn't meet their expected standards in hindsight. At the end of the day, though, you did all you could at the time and that should be enough, right? Self-reflection is wonderful, but remember not let it consume you :)

    And thanks for the advice, I'll keep it in mind!

    · Nefelibata
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    I get what you mean by the appearing to schmooze thing, sometimes I'm not sure if I should be distant or friendly either. Being too friendly can leave room for misinterpretations while being too distant just makes you look like a dick. :[ I'm hoping to be able to find a healthy balance during my time here :b
    Besides, you are pretty much on your best behavior in all your posts as far as I can tell, so I don't think you have anything to worry about :grin2:

    · Nefelibata
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    *hanging doorbell rings eerily as I enter your VM section once again* ...Hello? Anyone? *silence*

    :b

    Super late reply I know, but to be honest with you I wasn't feeling that great either. You've heard the saying, "it's darkest before the dawn"? Well for me the holidays have played a part in helping me get my bearings--I can think much clearer now. I hope you have been a little (or even a lot! Ideally it would be a lot lol) better these days in any case :)

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    hey, so hope you don't mind this question, but was getting the electrical engineering degree worth all the hassle? also I'm thinking about trying to get into the power industry myself, do you have any advice for that ? (EE major here btw)

    · Pandora’s Birthright
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    Best I can figure, it's a piece of fan art for Frozen. Something I stumbled across online and snapped up. The original image was a gif as you can see here:

    · Nefelibata
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    I could've sworn your avatar had "glitched out" for a bit there. o_O :con *Skyrim guard voice* Must have been the wind

    Ah RWBY's great, thanks for reminding me of it, I might get back into it soon :) Yang 😍

    Well, I can't think of what I could have possibly said to give off hostile signals, I assure you 'tis not the case though :p You just put so much effort and thought into your posts, I think that kind of rationality is always needed around these parts.

    It's alright being a mod so far, you get acclimatized to it much faster than I expected. What you did on Halloween sounds a lot more exciting than what I did, we don't really celebrate it in my country :blush Just dinner on this end. The restaurant place hadn't even put up a single Jack o Lantern anywhere! What blasphemy :lol

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    Hmmmm that is interesting! I have to admit that I was very taken with your avatar and it did influence the art I was looking at. It felt reminiscent of my mood :)

    So you probably ARE behind it, I just didn't actually realize it (laughs).

    I am still chuckling to myself at the last paragraph in your PM. It reminds me of when I jump in puddles for the sheer joy of it, and then repent as I walk to my destination in wet clothes :p
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