Hey, brother how are things going? I know you said your going through a lot but hopefully its getting better for you! Well, your probably not far from my location because i live in the southern part of OK. I like some sci-fi but mostly the X-files. What's funny is that i did not give the X-files a chance when it first came out but some years later i started watching reruns and got hooked on it. Well, i am kinda like you i don't have much support in my life which is what made me start searching for a support group however, the only one that i found happen to be on-line and thats better than nothing! However, i wish i could find a local support group somewhere in OK. I have been thinking about starting one. Well, take care brother!