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    I can be extremely intense. I never used to know what it was - I just thought I was a very passionate person. I remember a number of years ago I met this lady from Iran - a friend of a friend of mine. We had a very strong connection at the time - it was like there was no-one else anywhere near us - and we were in a room full of people. It was insane.

    I've heard that most people diagnosed with bipolar question it - and I do too, quite a bit. But when I think about even a few of the things I've done I realise I've acted completely irrationally a lot of the time. My wife reminds me of those times too, so that helps. :)

    Maybe you should talk about this with a psychiatrist? And keep an eye on those symptoms? They will be very wary of diagnosing bipolar - but it's worth talking about with someone.

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    I'm not sure I understand what you mean exactly - how do you feel when you get intense?

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    Hi there - yes I'm okay thanks, hope you are too. Nice of you to think of me. :)

    Just been having a few migraines - I'm trying to lower my medication because it makes me a bit tired. It always makes my migraines come back when I do that.

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    Hi again - for the last month or two I've been going back and forth to my wife's house quite a lot through the week. She has a new dog that she worries about a lot so I go up there to give him some lunch and just sort of break up the day for him. A couple of months ago I had to have 2 biopsies for my prostate - because my PSA was pretty high. It scared the hell out of me - but they came back negative for now. Will probably have to go through that again eventually though. Other than that I'm doing okay - sort of getting used to living on my own now, although it's still a bit strange and gets quite lonely. I'm getting there though - and my wife and I talk every day. We sort of support each other which is good.

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    Just resent a friend request - I deleted them all a while ago when I wasn't feeling very well. Okay again now. :) Hope you're doing okay too.

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    Thanks and good :). I mean we have a lot its just expensive you know, just been praying. This accutane should help, I'll give it until May. I've tried so much in the past.

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    Hey! I'm ok just grower closer to God :). Still on accutane no results yet. Might need to find a place soon and that has been worrying me.

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    I think it was you who 'd mentioned valerian? or was it melatonin? I haven't tried valerian much but find myself arriving at a critical stage with sleep. Getting desperate and it seems like it's an ever intensifying self feeding monster at this point......

    .....other than that I'm doing great! :yay

    How you been?

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    Very true and good view point. Oh no lol just curious on the matter. I'm actually sick right now, seems like I'm always getting sick. Started taking accutane as well.

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    hope your weekend's going well. I have this thing about weekends. I work all week and then I have this fantasy that I'll spend my free time on the weekend making changes.....but it's Saturday night and I feel like I've let another weekend go by without having had a breakthrough. I haven't cracked the momentum code yet. I need to get going but here I sit. :eyes. Anyway, I hope you are doing well and enjoying the lovely weather. :)

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    I would definitely like to bounce some things off you if it's ok. Right now insomnia is crippling me so I don't have much faith in my ability to communicate but hopefully I can find a way to snap out of this. It's been almost ten years, though, so I don't know. Thanks for messaging. It's good to hear from you.

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    I see a lot of nonsense on this forum (sometimes it's probably by me if I'm in a bad mood) - but whenever I see a post of your's I'm glad you haven't given up on us all here yet. I know you've studied counselling and I can see it in your posts. I often wish I had a counsellor like you.

    Hope you're doing okay anyway.

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    Aww thanks. I tried a few years back...didn't help much. Oh crazy, glad you were able to branch out though.

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    Oh wow that is so good, you should be proud. Yeah part of it is my SA and another I don't have a vehicle to practice with. I am I'm starting to feel like I'm wanted. Haha it is, so many crazy people. But the environment is also kinda sinful though.
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