Sorry for the life story. With the mary jane it all depends on the person and well, the weed itself. I've smoked in the past and become even more anxious, but I've also become the most outgoing and mellow person on the planet while on it. I don't touch it anymore though. Waste of time and money I find. As for prescription drugs, they scare me. I experimented in high school, but the things I did don't really change who you are at the core, you know? I've had people tell me that their prescribed medications changed who they actually are. I may not like being shy or having social anxiety, but I like who I am as a person. Dang, that took up two full messages. Sorry haha.