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    back atcha my friend. :squeeze. I've been noticing how hard it is to change and been retracing the steps of my life to find I'm really not much different than I was at 5 years old. I guess I don't want to change who I am, just the way I operate in the world. I wonder if it's really possible at this late stage?

    Other than that, I'd like to start dancing again...and make weird noises again....yeah, I miss making weird noises at passers-by from my bedroom window and then ducking when they look. :eyes...forever 5 years old I guess, haha. Hope you are doing ok. :)

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    here the weather's been always hot ! so we didn't have a break from the heat and sun. such a weather makes me feel so tired and most of the time I feel I have no energy -.-' But anyway, I sometimes switch the AC on. Hope you have a great weekend sweety! :) May the days get better for you! xoxo

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    Sometimes it's okay to vent out. I know what you mean, at times I say should I complain? But during my weakest moments it might be tough to keep things inside for so long.

    Surgery might have to wait until next summer. However, if things dont go as planned and I'd need an emergency surgery, then I'd have to pause my last year of studies. anyways, enough about me!

    How are you? How are you getting on with summer?

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    oh, never worry about me where that's concerned. :squeeze I'm the same way. Sometimes I go a while before responding. At times, the thought of physically writing to someone is more than I can handle. I've been that way more than usual of late.

    You took the words right out of my mouth! Freddie Mercury was one of a kind. I love him. I was fortunate enough to be in high school when they came on the scene and was able to follow them from start to finish. I wish I could have seen them live. He seems to hold a special place in the hearts of the British. Do you find this to be true? And OMG are you right about that woman who sang with them. WTF were they thinking about? I'm not too up on pop music these days but I'm assuming she must be pretty hot right now? Wow, did she butcher the Queen stuff she sang. Ouch! I think I saw Brian May cringe a couple times, lol.

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    just watched the closing ceremonies. :( i miss England and i've never been there.
    thanks for the message, by the way. :) I'll respond when my brain resumes normal functioning. On second thought that could take years so I'll message you this week.

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    OK, now I'm REALLY interested....now that you warned me, lol. I saw that it was associated with Sundance and I like independent weird stuff.

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    Oh, that movie plot sounds so interesting! I will have to see it someday. :)

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    Hey ya Greatly (is it okay if I call you Greatly?) .. You're such a sweet heart, seriously.. I hope you're doing okay as well.. I appreciate the kind words and that I'm thought of even when I'm not around.. That means a lot.. I cant really hug over the computer, but I hope this picture of a baby wombat snuggling with his buddy a baby kangaroo will suffice..

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    Thank you so much for taking the time to comment and for all that you mentioned. I was very surprised they didn’t also tell me I had low iron- since I usually do..lol Anyway, I did it out of an extreme feeling of uselessness. If I can’t allow myself to live as fully as I should, then I can help someone else do that with their life—just my thoughts that day. I will do it again though, and hopefully with a better mindset. Btw, the job seems like it’s one I will have absolutely no issues with. Can’t believe how well this morning went. I feel safe for once. You have a great weekend alright. Thank you again and talk to you soon.

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    Maybe you can't see this because your focus is too introverted

    This is not too far from the truth. I can get sucked up into myself and not see the forest for the trees. Thank you for all the kind words. It really means a lot. :squeeze. I'm wondering if this feeling i'm defining as deadened might be healthy detachment. I really have no idea. I feel like i'm giving up but then i feel like a weight has been lifted and i can simply do things and not have them feel like there is so much weight attached to them.

    Some of my inanimate goals are reading (I haven't read a book in ages), glassmaking, practicing guitar, learning about politics/history/world affairs (i've lost faith in my ability to learn new ideas/skills), meditating, hiking, and.............sleeeeeeping!!! :)

    Take care, GH

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    The Grainsville Sandwich at Corti Brothers



    Cream cheese, avocado, onions, lettuce, roasted red
    peppers, tomato, cucumber, sprouts, Havarti
    cheese on multi-grain bread. $6.29

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    nope, lunch is on me. :) the next time you're in Sacramento, let me know. we'll take you to Corti Brothers for a sandwich.....:yes

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    I'm very sorry for replying so late! XD I was passing through some downs, and I'm very sorry I couldn't message back.

    It's my pleasure to have added you :) I'm a bit better though as you might have read in my blog the surgery situation is still pending. How have you been? :)

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    The Michelangelo

    Corti Brothers roasted turkey, Fontina cheese, mayo, artichoke hearts and radicchio on foccacia. $6.79 + tax


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    i've been inland for about 35 years. by inland i mean it's a 2 hour drive to the ocean which isn't too bad. i grew up about 15 miles from the sea so i was able to go all the time then.

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    Barmouth looked cool. :yes that bridge looked to be at least a mile long. it's nice to get away to the coast. i don't get to do it as much since I moved inland but I make it point to go at least 3 or 4 times a year.

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    did you get nine holes in at the Fairbourne Golf Club? I hear that's a nice course. :)

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    hey GH, i missed the dodgey German wave, haha.
    I'll have to google North Wales. I love checking the geographies of my friends here. Sort of makes me feel like i'm paying you a visit. :)

    My insomnia has always been a problem--even when i was an infant my mom said she had a hard time getting me to sleep at night. But now it's gotten far worse. Hopefully I can sort it out. Thanks for your staying in touch. I enjoy talking to you. Take care.
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