Okay so I started volunteering at the hospital last month, for the American Cancer Society, and you have to train and train until you actually see a patient, whenever a new patient enters the hospital. Last week there was a new patient but I had to have my trainer go up with me and I was just an observer. Today I was on my own and I was very anxious at first, more then usually probably because I had drank four cups of coffee and hadn't eaten anything yet. But there was one new patient in and as soon as I entered the room he started cracking jokes so that made me feel more comfortable, he was an older man in his 60's and I had to take statistical information so when I asked for his phone number he kept asking for mine. I think his being funny and flirty helped break the ice a little and it makes me think I could actually do this without freaking out...maybe...quite possibly we'll see how it goes next week, lol