ive experienced God working through me, no matter how anxious and scared and depressed i am. i pray alot, asking Jesus to help people to overlook my weaknesses, and that they would be benefitted by me even if i am so weak im unable to help anyone. and in the midst of my worst trials, people will tell me that i have made a huge positive difference in their lives. i have no idea how it happens..all i know, is that God chose to work through me to show his love to others, he did so without taking away my faults and fears. he hasn't cured me, but he has given me the strength to make it through without giving up. he has also given me hope that someday, things will be better. i don't like to read this part of the bible...but it says that even christians will suffer and have hardships in life. the point is, we have hope and love to carry us through. if being a christian meant we would have no trials or sufferrings...why would anyone need faith, or perserverance, or trust in God? i think it makes God happy, when he sees people trusting in him, and not turning away, when things get hard. then God knows he has people who really want to follow him, because they love him....not because life is simply perfect with him. if i was famous, i would want friends who love me for who i am, not for what i have and/or give to them. although if somebody was really my friend and loved me for who i am....i would absolutely love to give them anything they asked for or needed. maybe jesus is like this, in a way..
Because I know that here today, the Black Knights,..... will emerge victorious, once again.