I'm pretty good academically... But like you, I've never been invited to a party, practically never talk to girls unless they talk to me first. The only friends I have aren't very close either. But then again, girls don't interest me much, not sexually anyway (not gay), I'm more interested in finding someone I can relate to (besides online), someone like me, which to be honest, seems impossible.
I've only been praised for being smart, but the truth is I'm not that great, I usually get 70-80's, lately, I use to get in the 90's but since then my grades have dropped and I feel like I'm not meeting expectations. I've decided that having been stuck in a pit of depression is why my grades suck, so I've started to force myself to spend around an hour a day on homework and studying.
When it comes to sports I suck at it, but when I'm by myself I find I do a great deal better, I can't help but feel like I'm pathetic when I play sports, it creates a mental barrier that I just can't overcome, coupled with self-image issues.
I basically have no deep relationship with my parents. No one really knows what I'm really thinking either.
Oh, I also frequently forget things, but I'm not actually given any chores... I take it upon myself to occasionally take the clothes off the line, wash the dishes, put them back, etc... I really don't have anything better to do, to be honest.
Ahh well, it's nice to see someone else that appears to be having the same problems as me! I'll keep it short and tell you not to think about suicide, I had thoughts, but then I had another thought, and then another thought which was of how foolish I was to have that first thought. I've never thought about suicide in a serious fashion since.
Really, just keep bearing it and trudging on, if you work on it, things will get better, believe it or not but I'm in a much better position than the one I was in a few years ago, before that time, I was better than that time... But I guess I could say that having those problems then really changed me for the better, I wouldn't want to trade who I am today for anything else. I don't want to change the past, but I want to have a good future.
I also like messing around, but with another image-manipulation app, can't say I'm good with it though, I have no talent for it