i know this is stupid, but then what isnt when it comes to this ****in disease. my brothers going overseas saturday for a month and im panicking cause i dont know what to do or say when he's about to leave. What makes it harder is my family are gonna be there too obviously, and i really dont like them being aroundf when i have to do stuff like this, my SA stems from them i think, looking back at what they used to say to me or they used to react back when i was a child, its no wonder im f'd up. what do i do?