I don't seem to have any friends left outside of the internet, and with the only people I ever talk to it's never a smooth conversation. I have a couple of people I talk with a lot online, but even with them I don't have that sort of conversation that just flows smoothly. I will admit that it's easier for me to chat with someone online than it is in person, but I'm not too good online either especially when it comes to instant messaging. It sucks when someone I'm talking to will type out a massive paragraph to me and yet all I can do is respond with a sentence or two. With me it seems like once I get past the basic introduction then I just struggle finding things to say. I had one person that I had started talking with online recently and things seemed pretty smooth at first, but then I just got to that point where I couldn't think of what to say most of the time. The person always said something if I went too long without responding too, as if they were upset with me. Now I really don't talk with them because I have a feeling they don't want to talk to me because of the way I am.
I wish I knew what happened because I never felt so uncomfortable talking to people in the past, but these last few years I just seem to freeze up when trying to talk to anyone.
Marooned and stranded on the islands of the damned. There is no one on earth to take my hand.