Originally Posted by gohan
I keep putting things off, and it's not out of boredom. In fact, I rarely get bored, but I still postpone everything to the last minute. Just thinking about having to do something/deadlines makes me anxious and I worry all day. Could this be performance anxiety or something?
Hmm. Not sure if it's performance anxiety, but I definately can relate to this. I know when I have a bunch of deadlines and stuff do, I get really stressed out, and then I can't do anything at all. I know I need to, but all the stress makes me just not do it, no matter how hard I try. I can't focus on it, I get so angry at it. I think mine is from burn out. I used to work so hard in highschool, until I was always mentally exhausted, and doing that makes it even more impossible to do things in college.
I hate the feeling of constant boredom all the time. It always feels like there is nothing to do. I play guitar, I read the bible, I sing, draw, write... and I feel constantly bored. And sometimes I feel so bored and empty, it feels so painful. Like what's the point of this freakin' life, anyway? However, I must admit that exercise helps a TON. It is so hard at first, but once you get used to it, it wakes up you, helps you to feel really alive, takes away stress and pain. The endorphins make you feel really good. That's one of the few things that actually makes me feel better.