College has only been out for 7 days so far and already i feel utterly and completely alone.
My best friend/sorta girlfriend just graduated and i have another year to go(embarrassingly because I returned to school late and am 3 years older than her.) I won't be able to see her more than once a month now because of her job.
I have no friends at home, I'm 25 and its been a long time since i kept in touch with high school friends, and i just never had any really to begin with.
I have a limited number of friends @ college, but I did suffer quite a blow when one of them told me that nobody wants me around because when i get drunk i create drama (that hurt more than anything to somebody with social anxiety issues).... after they ditched me for around 2 weeks.
Basically, I don't even have a single person to talk to or be around. I'm in complete isolation and i hate it. Being alone like this just reminds me of the years before i returned to school and literally had no friends. I think i was dying of loneliness and that's exactly how i feel now ... Afraid, nervous, depressed, lonely.
Could use somebody to talk to on AIM with similar problems or something...