I wish tomorow never comes

[jesica24]

I don't want tomorow to come.
I'm fed up of facing people. Having to act like a doormat everyday is tiring. I've let so many negative things happen to me. Why do i have to humiliate myself all the time living in a world meant for the extrovert people. I'm not strong enough to face society. I can't. I'm tired.

[Amirreza]

I'm so sorry to hear that Jessica. I think I understand your pain
I too get so frustrated sometimes cause the progress can be so slow that it might feel like it's not even there. But IMO as long as you are doing something about your SA and trying to improve your life, there will be improvements, no matter how small. So please Keep on trying. If you're tried, take a break somehow (like stop trying for a week or so or even skip work/school), but gather up your energy so you can go back to fighting.

[jesica24]

It's quite impossible to skip work. It's not as easy as that. Even when i feel i've taken a step forward, it doesn't take long for me to make 2 steps backward.

[Amirreza]

Originally Posted by jesica24

It's quite impossible to skip work. It's not as easy as that. Even when i feel i've taken a step forward, it doesn't take long for me to make 2 steps backward.

Ahghhhh, that sux! I really feel like you could use a break.
If people are treating you badly at work, maybe you should consider changing your working environment or something. I know it's probabely more complicated than that, I just think you should take better care of yourself. You are way more special than those who treat you wrong, and you definitly deserve a better life
I don't believe it that you're not strong enough for this, you're just tired, really really tired.

[simpleindian]

Originally Posted by jesica24

I don't want tomorow to come.
I'm fed up of facing people. Having to act like a doormat everyday is tiring. I've let so many negative things happen to me. Why do i have to humiliate myself all the time living in a world meant for the extrovert people. I'm not strong enough to face society. I can't. I'm tired.

sorry to hear that.....but u have to be strong....u r in this world for a reason....u seem like a wonderful person...negative thiings do happen sometimes but u have to be positive..dont let negative thoughts bother u too much....nd being shy or introverted does not mean u dont belong here...i thhink shy nd introverted people r much more stronger bcoz we have to go through a lot everyday..so just be strong nd optimistic..nd hope for a better tomorrow...hope u feel better soon..take care

[tehuti88]

I sympathize. I often wish not to wake up the next day, so just getting up to face another day of the same is hard.

I hope you can at least continue to feel free to express yourself here, it could help a little merely knowing there are others who empathize.