I have only had sex once. An I didn't enjoy it.
She was about the same height as me (5' 9") but she was over 200lbs and I got her naked in the shower but when I saw her naked and she tried to kiss me I wanted OUT.
I litterally cringed every time she kissed me, I never kissed her. As I was nowhere near "ready" I tried to make that an excuse to just not do it.
She insisted we go through with it. I reluctantly and never-looking-at-her did it and it was terrible.
Sad thing is a year earlier I was alone in a REALLY sexy girl's room and I got so anxious I couldn't get it up.
In the morning I was really excited to ... try again. But it was very clear that it wasn't going to happen.
It has been somewhere around 2 years since I lost my virginity, I didn't even write down the date.
On the upside, when I am not over-thinking it or making bad descisions about taking ~substances~ I am very comfortable talking to groups of girls up to 10, it is the mixed company that throws me off.
I've been procrastinating about "going out" for the last .... 2 months or so though.