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Old 10-10-2010, 09:45 PM   #1 (permalink)
 
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No matter how much I sleep or ignore my problems and try to do something that makes me light-hearted or feel good..

I just don't want to wake up.

Sometimes I think I'm on the right track, suddenly, I just detour into the
WHY? abyss.

I could pretend it is great, but that sure takes energy.
And I could be grateful- it could be a lot worse, but that doesn't make me feel better.

Sleep sleep sleep
I don't feel enough stimulation to get out of bed. Where is the excitement, adventure? The meaning?

Anyway, there's some frustration for you.
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Old 10-10-2010, 09:47 PM   #2 (permalink)
 
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No matter how much I sleep or ignore my problems and try to do something that makes me light-hearted or feel good..

I just don't want to wake up.

Sometimes I think I'm on the right track, suddenly, I just detour into the
WHY? abyss.

I could pretend it is great, but that sure takes energy.
And I could be grateful- it could be a lot worse, but that doesn't make me feel better.

Sleep sleep sleep
I don't feel enough stimulation to get out of bed. Where is the excitement, adventure? The meaning?

Anyway, there's some frustration for you.
oh my god, replace the bed with my laptop and you have just described me.. I used to be so much more than my computer screen.. Now theres no meaning for me either.. I feel so.. numb...
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Old 10-10-2010, 10:26 PM   #3 (permalink)
 
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I don't know if you do this, it is kind of sad, but I wake up in the mornings sometimes, like this morning for example, feeling very sad that I have to live another day. It's like ugh, that feeling that I don't want to be here is here and I don't want to have to get up and bear another day lol. It's bad but, it isn't like that everyday.

Sounds like you might be talking about sleep like as a metaphor.
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I'm like this as well, especially recently, I just want to sleep it all away
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I know that feeling as well, we have to get up unfortunately. Every morning I'm like another day in this world, yahhh . The only reason I wake up is because I have my music player next to my bed, that's like medicine or sometimes I listen to my favorite internet radio. Just find that thing that give your strength it could be a book, notebook, hot cup tea/chocolate, looking outside n listening to birds, music, drawing, etc.
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I hate getting up if it's not weekend.Because I hate work,I don't want to be controlled by boss.
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Old 10-11-2010, 04:19 AM   #7 (permalink)
 
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No matter how much I sleep or ignore my problems and try to do something that makes me light-hearted or feel good..

I just don't want to wake up.

Sometimes I think I'm on the right track, suddenly, I just detour into the
WHY? abyss.

I could pretend it is great, but that sure takes energy.
And I could be grateful- it could be a lot worse, but that doesn't make me feel better.

Sleep sleep sleep
I don't feel enough stimulation to get out of bed. Where is the excitement, adventure? The meaning?

Anyway, there's some frustration for you.
I know. I know...
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Old 10-11-2010, 04:52 AM   #8 (permalink)
 
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I hate to wake up.

When I am asleep then I am dreaming and I feel good and love the dream world.

The panic rushes back in as soon as I wake up.
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I know the feeling...
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