Yeah, I have days like that too.
My siblings all have that "normal" life... Kids, marriages, careers. But I see it as a social clock. - For example: if one is not married and has at least one child by age 30 they are considered weird.
But then i look at the divorce rate, and how unhappy people are in a loveless marriage (they don't show it upfront) And the only reason they got married in the first place is because "everyone else was doing it"
The wife only wanted a wedding, and is in love with "being married" and not her husband. A wise person once said: Women don't want a marriage, they want a wedding"
The husband uses the "married and a family man" as a status thing and is bored with his wife. Men get bored easily in marriages. (They have a perfectly good car in the garage at home...but they go searching for a brand new one)
Too many times this happens. And the cycle never ends because thier children do the same..
Im not bashing marriage or relationships...It's just reality