Feeling like no one cares about me
I know it's not absolutely true that no one cares about me, but... I think I should have friends to help me through this hard time, and I don't. I'm guessing all the people I know (mostly acquaintances and mostly just on facebook) probably have no idea what I am going through right now. And of course I'm not going to tell them because I don't want to play the victim or be a burden on anyone. I feel bad enough about posting on here, but I need SOMEBODY to talk to! Even if no one answers, at least I'm getting my feelings out. I have a boyfriend who I am thankful for, but he is so busy and even though he knows I am going through a tough time right now and is pretty understanding, I think he is turned off that I have no friends. I've been depressed for so long...seriously like 17 years (I'm 23). I just want to be happy but I've been wondering for a long time if I ever will be.