My therapy has recently started, I asked if it was only for people with SA or comorbid with other anxiety disorders.
But she said I was the only one with SA and the other have panic attacks , GAD, OCD or phobia's like they think they will vomit in public.
But all these people are very social and im not...
Im ignored in the group and to anxious to speak out.
I think SA comorbid with GAD or other anxiety disorders is the worse anxiety disorder you can have.
People like in my group have beside there OCD or panic attacks pretty normal lifes , friends , work , school etc. while I not.
These people are asking me constantly If I don't feel I failure for not going to school or work and if I didn't was depressed.... no kidding -_-
One girl told the other guy while thinking I didn't hearded , she said something like this: Wo that guys life really sucks, its a miracle he didn't commited suicide already....xD
Latetly im starting to have indeed more suicidal thoughts, I will never change end I will and up like a lonely old anxious guy with and only 2 family members will show up at my funeral ,and see How sad life I lived.
Im still 20 years old, and I will never let this happen or else there is no other option then to end it my self.